ME
alex tan
CHRian
07081993



ADORE
love is to be faithful, don you've stead and then go and look at other girl.
must be faithful to your lovemate.
must have trust in her.
must be willing to scarifice.



DETEST
i don hate people. (:



WISHLIST
i wish to be a forgettable so i won think too much abt her.
i wish i can be tired everyday so i won think abt her.
i wish to be a pro drummer
why cant i like her i really like her .



LINKS
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
5:39 AM


heys guys
ya still the same thing .. life so sad .. but got like i got a bit close wit her already she finally reply my sms but dunno why she suddenly ask mi out and watch movie at vivo today afternoon and i was shock....and i ask her wat happen she and her stead and she tot mi broke le but i still sad i really love her why cant we be together .. but her bf treat her not gd she also not sad abt it ... not angry wit him ...she really love him alot .. but why i so zhi qin she don accept mi .. the guy never treasure her and keep hurting her .. and now he break wit her.. why i ask her she like not sad like this ..isit she act infront of mi like smile smile .. and in her heart the guy broke her heart ya i think so.. i really like her .. i really does i really really does..and i worry abt her .... can someone tell mi if i jio her will she accept i know she now break le .. that hurt her so i won so fast ask .. went it time i will tell her .. that all i wan to said yea now i write it out i feel better le .. =)

Thursday, January 04, 2007
4:59 AM


heys guys
dunno why this few days cant slp well .. i keep thinking abt her . dam sad i am serious in her why cant i be wit her i really like her . can someone tell mi .WHY life so sad ...WHY tell mi . this is the first time i so serious abt .i know the past i been veri bad .but i really like her . and this gal make mi cry most and sad . i dunno wat to do arghhhh dam hate life . i feel that she make mi change alot also . i am a veri bad boy last time .hot temper anyhow scold bad words . went i knew her i try to change . i think back alot and wat thing i done wrong and bad i must change .i can do watever thing to make her happy . i know i cant force her to be wit mi . but i really hope to be wit her .=( i love her