Sunday, December 31, 2006
1:03 PM
hi guys
mi still the same thing lor everything is fine lor so so haha . too long never blog le . still the same . i dunno why i cant forgot abt her . =( i really like her but she is not a christian and somemore a bit ah lian but she cute . i like her smile and character and went she play volleyball so cool haha =) . why cant i like her .altot ppl said i always xian za bo . but i am really serious in her why cant i be wit her why . i stared at ...(name) in a veri angry looked i dunno why i so angry and like jealous like this . cos he hold her hand went prayer time i tot he like her also and i jealous. so i tok to him and another guy personal i also tot another guy like her but i realise i was wrong i must not be so angry ppl hav the right to like her . and they tot mi they did not like her and he scold mi ..then i realise i was wrong that guy scold mi and it was right and i really think abt it . =( . and altot ppl said me always flirt around but this time i never i really really like her ...went is worship time durings my camp i told god i really like her and i dunno why my tears keeps rowing down i am like touch by god i dunno why i just got a veri diff feeling . but i really really sad i cry .i dunno why i cant be wit her and she is like ignore mi like this i sms her she also never reply tok to her she also ignore and walk away . i don care wat ppl said abt her the bad point or watever thing i just ignore wat ppl said. i try to forgot abt her but i cant i really cant i dunno why . when i listen to a song ( this is my desire )is a christian songs i rmb her . and the last night of the camp i am not sitting wit her for dinner and she make mi jealous call my fren the (name) guy sit wit her . and i was dam angry and sad . but that pass le i don think to much back bygones is bygones . i really cant forgot her i hope i can be wit her .=*( =( life is dam sad why i cant be wit her why arghhhhhh=(god pls help mi =(
