ME
alex tan
CHRian
07081993



ADORE
love is to be faithful, don you've stead and then go and look at other girl.
must be faithful to your lovemate.
must have trust in her.
must be willing to scarifice.



DETEST
i don hate people. (:



WISHLIST
i wish to be a forgettable so i won think too much abt her.
i wish i can be tired everyday so i won think abt her.
i wish to be a pro drummer
why cant i like her i really like her .



LINKS
Monday, March 12, 2007
4:19 AM


hiie

sian ar so long never blog haha busy .. =( arya blog ppl also never come and see de=(.. sian ar haha dunno wat to write leh so long never blog liao ...still the same thing lor haha ... btw who know and music sch teach drums de ..i wanna improve my drums skill leh haha ..the teach must be gd de la haha =) haha anyppl know call mi or sms mi ..^^ gtg guy haha ... finding haha no time le .. bye ^^

Wednesday, January 10, 2007
5:39 AM


heys guys
ya still the same thing .. life so sad .. but got like i got a bit close wit her already she finally reply my sms but dunno why she suddenly ask mi out and watch movie at vivo today afternoon and i was shock....and i ask her wat happen she and her stead and she tot mi broke le but i still sad i really love her why cant we be together .. but her bf treat her not gd she also not sad abt it ... not angry wit him ...she really love him alot .. but why i so zhi qin she don accept mi .. the guy never treasure her and keep hurting her .. and now he break wit her.. why i ask her she like not sad like this ..isit she act infront of mi like smile smile .. and in her heart the guy broke her heart ya i think so.. i really like her .. i really does i really really does..and i worry abt her .... can someone tell mi if i jio her will she accept i know she now break le .. that hurt her so i won so fast ask .. went it time i will tell her .. that all i wan to said yea now i write it out i feel better le .. =)

Thursday, January 04, 2007
4:59 AM


heys guys
dunno why this few days cant slp well .. i keep thinking abt her . dam sad i am serious in her why cant i be wit her i really like her . can someone tell mi .WHY life so sad ...WHY tell mi . this is the first time i so serious abt .i know the past i been veri bad .but i really like her . and this gal make mi cry most and sad . i dunno wat to do arghhhh dam hate life . i feel that she make mi change alot also . i am a veri bad boy last time .hot temper anyhow scold bad words . went i knew her i try to change . i think back alot and wat thing i done wrong and bad i must change .i can do watever thing to make her happy . i know i cant force her to be wit mi . but i really hope to be wit her .=( i love her

Sunday, December 31, 2006
1:03 PM


hi guys
mi still the same thing lor everything is fine lor so so haha . too long never blog le . still the same . i dunno why i cant forgot abt her . =( i really like her but she is not a christian and somemore a bit ah lian but she cute . i like her smile and character and went she play volleyball so cool haha =) . why cant i like her .altot ppl said i always xian za bo . but i am really serious in her why cant i be wit her why . i stared at ...(name) in a veri angry looked i dunno why i so angry and like jealous like this . cos he hold her hand went prayer time i tot he like her also and i jealous. so i tok to him and another guy personal i also tot another guy like her but i realise i was wrong i must not be so angry ppl hav the right to like her . and they tot mi they did not like her and he scold mi ..then i realise i was wrong that guy scold mi and it was right and i really think abt it . =( . and altot ppl said me always flirt around but this time i never i really really like her ...went is worship time durings my camp i told god i really like her and i dunno why my tears keeps rowing down i am like touch by god i dunno why i just got a veri diff feeling . but i really really sad i cry .i dunno why i cant be wit her and she is like ignore mi like this i sms her she also never reply tok to her she also ignore and walk away . i don care wat ppl said abt her the bad point or watever thing i just ignore wat ppl said. i try to forgot abt her but i cant i really cant i dunno why . when i listen to a song ( this is my desire )is a christian songs i rmb her . and the last night of the camp i am not sitting wit her for dinner and she make mi jealous call my fren the (name) guy sit wit her . and i was dam angry and sad . but that pass le i don think to much back bygones is bygones . i really cant forgot her i hope i can be wit her .=*( =( life is dam sad why i cant be wit her why arghhhhhh=(god pls help mi =(

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
8:57 AM


sian la waiter ar no use de suck work all look down on ppl de . yuck waiter suck . no gd you all better don work waiter . still everyhing ok ok fine i go back do promoter thing la arya if i spell wrong anything sorri hor haha .but i early quite alot promoter ea day abt 40++to80++ ok ok la haha gtg le too tried just came back from work haha k buai guys.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
10:08 AM


wah first time worked waiter lei . first day also haha my friend also but the boss said him that he so shy haha . really lor a bit like gurl lei haha =)i dunno wat to do la . feel no mood so sad de . life so sad =(

Friday, November 03, 2006
10:51 AM


wow today i am just veri tried i came back form work. wah so pain my hand, head and my back i work so many week le every night also dam tried . now then i understand parent work so long hour is tried de . and they work cos of us lei.so must treat them gd . don shout and respect them . don regret if you never does it cos if they gone you will regret forver de. arya so long never blog i just wan to said this lor . wah wan slp le la that all i wan to said .=)bye nite